A Love for the City

Simple questions should never be this difficult to answer. “So, you would like to plant a church? That sounds interesting. Where at?” My answer: “Well, I’m not sure.”

It’s been over four years since I first sensed a call towards church planting. Since that time I have sought to clarify and objectify that call as much as possible. As my confidence grew and we were gaining a greater sense of clarity, one question still alluded me, where?

Since the church plant’s initial conception it has been my desire that we would be a missional church community who lives in and loves the city in which God has called us to serve. So I prayed accordingly, asking God to give Rachel and I a love for the city to which we were being called. This is how I asked God to direct us and confirm his call.

For many years I tried to fall in love with a few cities that seemed like a suitable and, sometimes, strategic location. However, as hard as I tried, I couldn’t bring myself to make a commitment. Even when I tried, I still didn’t have a deep love for the location. That was until recently.

For many months Rachel and I had been exploring a plant location in the city of Saginaw; a very suitable location in many ways and the idea seemed to make sense. I still didn’t have what I would describe as a love for the city, but I did care for it and the people there. It seemed like a location worth pursuing and so we did. Three weeks ago, however, a comment was made that helped us to realize that we had fallen in love with a city – it just wasn’t what we were expecting.

We have been working and worshiping in and around the greater Midland area for about three years; almost ever since we originally felt the desire to plant a church. Although we enjoyed living here, we never gave planting in Midland much consideration. This lack of exploration was due to a number of reasons

First, we were a part of a healthy, growing church that was doing a great deal of good in Midland. It simply did not make sense to pursue planting in the same community as we were currently serving and worshiping.

The second reason was that Midland already has high concentration of churches. Although, there are mixed feelings about this depending on who you talk to, it still remains true that you could possible see six or more churches on the same stretch of road. Does Midland really need one more church? Really?

In a moment of clarity one statement was made that seemed to cut through the fog that was preventing us from committing our lives and ministry to a particular city. When discussing were we should move and settle to plant the statement was made, “I don’t want to move to another city. I love Midland. I want to stay here.”

“I love Midland.” Those where the exact words we were waiting to hear. It was a moment of clarity for both of us. Over the past three years we had fallen in love with Midland and it wasn’t until we considered leaving did we realize that God had answered the prayer from many years before.

It is true that it wasn’t the answer that either of us anticipated and we still had to wrestle with some of our natural objections, a few of which I mentioned above. Still, we finally had a sense of confidence that God had directed us and brought us here to seek the welfare of the city where we have been sent. As we seek to plant an incarnational expression of the gospel within our community we do so with the confidence that God has providentially directed us here to invest our lives in this city.

It is my hope and intention to post some brief updates pertaining to Trinity Grace over the next few weeks. If you would like to follow along we are on both Facebook and Twitter. Please understand that the plant is only in it’s infancy stage. Because of this, updates may be few and far between.

We do greatly value and appreciate your prayers as we seek to walk in faith and obedience to God’s call. If you have any questions or would like more information, please feel free to contact me: shawn@trinitygracecrc.org.

Church Planting in Haiti

My wife currently serves on the board of Ebenezer Discipleship Training Center, an organization committed to raising up solid Christian leadership in Haiti. Their objective is simple; provide Haitian pastors with the literacy, discipleship, and mission training necessary to plant indigenous churches that communicate the gospel to the Haitian culture.

The organization is still within it’s infancy stage, but has an incredible vision for pastoral training and church planting in Haiti. Recently, Rachel forwarded a newsletter she had receded from another board member, Nate Yonker. The newsletter contained testimonies from the time Nate spent in Haiti over the summer. I decided to share a couple of those stories here to help promote the mission and efforts of Ebenezer. If you would like to find out more about Ebenezer DTC you can visit their website as well as find them on Facebook.

This from their recent newsletter:

The goal of Ebenezer is to help Haitians that they are the missionaries in Haiti, and that they are much more effective at witnessing than those of us who don’t exactly fit in with the culture. We were able to see this in action from our first day in Haiti. In our first week we saw almost twenty people accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior, all of them witnessed to by Haitians that were working with us. By the end of the summer the number was in the hundreds, to the point that we lost count. The great thing is that they were not forgotten. Every new convert was followed up on, discipled, and integrated into a local congregation. We were able to witness much of the follow up, and it was refreshing to see. There was often a steady stream of people coming into the Ebenezer grounds to meet with pastors there.

One of my favorite people of the summer, and stories, was John Rene. When I was in Haiti in January I met John as he showed me the damage of the little village behind Ebenezer. He walked me through, showed me the damage, and introduced me to many of the people there. When we returned in June one of the first things I did was go back there again to see how the people were doing. Right away I met John again and he showed me how things had, or had not progressed. After we toured the village we went back to his house where he proceeded to ask a question about God, and why all of the destruction was allowed. The two Haitian men I was with, Boss and Jacob, answered his question and proceeded to share the gospel with him. Within 10 minutes he fell to his knees and accepted Christ as his savior. In following visits with him he shared with me how Pastor Marc had continued to check on, and take care of the people around Ebenezer, and how that impacted him, and how our love shared the truth about Jesus. When I asked him if he needed anything, he answered, ” I needed two things. One was to get right with God. Now I am, and the other does not matter.”

Lemonade

Recently, the 140 Characters Conference made it’s Midwest debut in the city of Detroit. Their goal was to “bring new ideas and new hope into the city.” You can read more from the conference here.

One item that caught my eye was a trailer for the Detroit documentary, Lemonade. I thought it corresponded well with my recent post regarding the Detroit Lives exploration.

Lemonade: Detroit Trailer from Erik Proulx on Vimeo.

Detroit Lives: Reflections on an Exploration

A little over a month ago, a good friend of mine sent me some links which directed my attention to the work and revitalization that is taking place in Detroit. Enclosed with his message was a brief note about how these documentaries had stirred him. After viewing, I understand why. The stories are moving – tales of beauty from ashes and a testimony to the resiliency and ingenuity of the human spirit.

Personally, I was very excited to see some of the creativity blossoming amidst the blight and ruin. I found myself resonating with desire to take something that is aesthetically displeasing, and from it, create something beautiful.

At the same time I was grieved by what I heard and saw. Not just because of the pain and hardships that remain, but because of the apparent lack of the gospel in what is happening within Detroit. That is not to say that the gospel is no where present in Detroit, I know that not to be the case. Still, there is a need for more; especially among the young and creative.

There where two lines that stood out to illustrate such a need. The first is when one business owner declared that “Detroit doesn’t need saviors… we need entrepreneurs, artists, do-it-yourself’ers, and thinkers.” Another gentleman said that “it’s the perfect opportunity for the American Dream to be realized… that something can come out of nothing.”

I believe and hope that they will be successful in their endeavors. I be will rejoice at what God has enabled those in Detroit to accomplish through common grace. The language used, on the other hand, speaks to man’s achievement as an autonomous being – independent of creator and outside of any need for salvation. There is little talk of the corrupt and sinful nature of man which has brought about such a tragedy in the first place.

All of humanity is in need of grace. We are fallen and sinful. Often we are blinded to the extent of our indwelling sin and our need of rescue. The playing field is leveled. This is true whether you are an upstart entrepreneur or innovative artist in Detroit or an corporate executive living in Manhattan – even the middle class Joe who lives a quiet life in the suburbs. We need the gospel preached to bring us to the end of ourselves and point us toward our need for redemption. We need to recognize our need for a savior who has enacted a plan of revitalization and restoration and offers eternal life in a new heavens and new earth.

It is my hope and prayer that church planters will be called to Detroit, both from within and from abroad, who will live, dwell, and plant the gospel within these communities as they join in their labor of revitalization. Ultimately, it is my hope that the transformation that ensues from these efforts would be all of grace and all to the glory of God as men and women in the city of Detroit join God in the renewal of all things.

Here are is the exploration produced by Palladium Boots. If you are one who is offended by foul language, please proceed with caution. If you find yourself interested in partnering with a church plant in the city of Detroit, Act 29 candidate, Mike Hanafee would be a good person to contact. I have included some of his information at the bottom of this post.

Detroit Lives: An Exploration from Palladium Boots

Pastor: Mike Hanafee
Church: Restore Church
City: Detroit, MI
Contact Info: mikehanafee@resdetroit.org
Facebook: Church - Restore Church, Pastor - Mike Hanafee
Twitter: Church - @resdetroit, Pastor - @mikehanafee

The Pastor’s Worst Enemy

While taking a few minutes to catch up on some blog reading this morning, I came across this post from Dr. David Murray of Puritan Reformed Theological Seminary. Already being familiar with Dr. Murray and having an appreciation for his thoughts towards pastoral ministry, I had stared the post in Reader to read / review later. I am thankful I did.

Being a young man who desires to serve in pastoral ministry, and one who will openly confess a constant battle with pride in all of it’s various manifestations, I found Professor Murray’s caveat to be a sobering and helpful reminder; causing me to once again fall to my knees seeking repentance and confessing not only my sin, but also my complete and utter dependence upon God’s mercy and grace.

Here is the complete post from The Gospel Coalition website:

The pastor’s worst enemy is pride, and it is a special danger for young pastors (1 Tim. 3:6).

The Particular Causes of Pride

  • Public gifts. As your gifts are exercised in public (unlike those with more private and unseen gifts and ministries), they are more likely to be recognized, admired, and praised.
  • Official status. As many of God’s people respect and honor the “office” of pastor (sometimes regardless of who fills it), you may be inclined to think it is you they respect and honor.
  • Man-centeredness. When people are blessed under your ministry, they will often attribute it to you rather than to God.
  • Worldly ideas of leadership. You see yourself as “in charge of all these people,” rather than their servant.
  • Inexperience. The Church is quite unique in how it places untested and inexperienced young men into positions of the highest responsibility without going through the “humbling school of hard knocks.” Having never been led, they sometimes do not know how to lead.
  • Misunderstanding of call to the ministry. Paul did not see the pastoral ministry as a prize he had earned. For Paul, it was as much a grace, an unearned gift, as salvation (Eph. 3:8).

The Pastoral Consequences of Pride

If you fall into pride there will be serious consequences in your ministry.

  • You will start depending on your gifts rather than on God.
  • You will become impatient with your less gifted brethren in the ministry or eldership.
  • You will become thoughtlessly insensitive to the traditions and customs of the past.
  • You will resist personal criticism and mature counsel.
  • You will become discouraged and discontented because “I deserve better than this crowd!”
  • You will regard yourself as above the small/dirty jobs in the congregation.
  • You will stop learning because you know more than everyone else anyway.
  • You may fall into the “condemnation of the devil” (1 Tim.3:6).

The Personal Cure of Pride

Let these two phrases be the double heartbeat of our ministries.

1. I am a sinner

  • Remember what I was (think on the sins you’ve been delivered from)
  • Remember what I could be now (if God had not stopped you)
  • Remember what I still am (research your own heart )
  • Remember what I could yet be (if God removed His restraining grace)

2. I am a servant

  • A servant of God (not independent but dependent on God for commission, authority, blessing)
  • A servant of God’s people (not their lord or sovereign)
  • A servant of sinners (do not look down on the unsaved but get down on your knees for them)
  • A servant of servants (don’t compete with other pastors but serve them)
  • A servant of the Servant (who said, “I am among you as one who serves,” and, “the servant is not greater than his Master.”)

Dr. David P. Murray is Professor of Old Testament and Practical Theology at Puritan Reformed Theological Seminary in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Murray blogs regularly atHead, Heart, Hand: Leadership for Servants.

Assorted Variety: 10/22/2009

Sources of Satisfaction or Stress for Church Planters Wives
Global Church Advancement shares six primary and eight secondary sources of satisfaction or stress in the lives of church planter’s wives.

(HT: Acts 29 Blog)


Introduction to the Heidelberg Catechism by Michael Horton
Introduction to the Heidelberg Catechism audio recordings from Dr. Horton’s Adult Sunday School classes at Christ United Reformed Church.


Free Sermons from Tim Keller
Redeemer Presbyterian Church has just made a great resource available in offering 150 of Tim Keller’s sermons free for download. Each sermon is clearly classified and labeled making the site extremely easy to navigate. Please take advantage of this great resource.

This from Redeemer’s site:

Redeemer’s Sermon Ministry has been faithfully recording, cataloging and reproducing all of our sermons for the past 20 years. To celebrate all 20 years of our history, and to meet the growing demand for our church’s teaching in New York City and around the world, we have created this resource of 150 sermons and lectures covering a broad array of topics, completely free to download and share.

The recordings chosen for the Free Sermon Resource were culled from classic sermon series as well as lectures and seminar addresses delivered to various Redeemer ministry gatherings, and are intended to present to the listener the full scope of teachings they would receive over several years of active involvement at Redeemer.

You can visit Redeemer Presbyterian Church’s free sermon resource here.


New Worship Podcast from Mars Hill Church

Here are some brief excerpts from Mars Hill:

Mars Hill Church is an amazing movement to be a part of. When I came to Mars Hill 10 years ago it was an almost 3-year-old church plant of about 200 people. By God’s grace it is now a movement of 9 campuses across 2 states drawing well over 8000 people together on a Sunday to hear God’s word and respond to him together in song. Music has always been important at Mars Hill, and as the worship pastor I have seen God build a whole movement of worshiping musicians leading well over 25 different bands all across Mars Hill.

The Mars Hill Church: Worship podcast will highlight worship leaders and songwriters from across the church as well as brief insights into the theology of worship and why we respond to God the way we do at Mars Hill Church. There will also be new songs with every installment. Join me for the first episode, which includes an interview and new song from Cam Huxford of Mars Hill Downtown Seattle and another song from my band Ex Nihilo.

Download the Mars Hill: Worship podcast here and subscribe to the feed to get all future content.


John Frame Reviews Christless Christianity
John Frame offers a lengthy review and critique of Michael Horton’s book, Christless Christianity.

(HT: Vitamin Z)


Acts 29 Interview from Tim Challies
As part of his Meet the Ministries series, Tim Challies recently posted and interview he conducted with Scott Thomas, Chairman and Director of the Acts 29 Network.

(HT: Church Planting Novice)

Why I Love GTD: Part 4

Closing Thoughts

I don’t uses this system because I am a time management and genus. On the contrary I rely on the GTD system because I am not. To be quite honest I am absent minded, unorganized, prone to an artistic temperament that relies upon inspiration to be motivated towards productivity, and was in the past an awful procrastinator. My only redeeming quality in all of this is that I was at least honest enough to see and admit that and then get help.

With all of the roles and responsibilities that come along with launching a church plant in the next two years, I knew that I needed some form of system or tools to help not only manage my time but help me to accomplish all that I have to get done. Hence the name, Getting Things Done. The call to love, protect and cherish my wife, love and disciple our children, train and study, plan and prepare for not only the pastoral responsibilities but the additional to-dos that come with a church plant are all far too important to be left to my own devices.

As I said before, I knew enough to know I couldn’t trust myself. Now I do have a system that I can trust and is tailorable to each new transition, role, and responsibility. That, I can honestly say, has made an incredible difference!

Why I Love GTD: Part 3

Redeeming the time

The final reason that I can point to in order to convey why I have grown to love GTD is that it is a system that enables me to make the most of the time I am given. Although we may not want to admit it, we only have so much time each day. By God’s grace we strive each day to faithfully steward our time to make the most of the life we have been given.

One of the primary ways in which GTD has aided the way I spend my time is that I now know what to do and when to do it. I am sure that I am not alone in that some days I feel like I have spent all my time doing something but have was not able to accomplish any of the items that I have set out to do.

Balancing multiple projects in multiple contexts is near impossible without the aid of a trusted system. In the past, what I inevitably ended up with was a series of lists and ideas filed in multiple locations. Approaching any one list at any given time was a very stressful exercise. More than serve as a structure for accomplishing any given task, these lists became a painful reminder of what I had wanted to do, but didn’t know how to do it all.

I should insert here that in the area of time management, I don’t and can’t do it all. There is much to be said here for prayerful discernment when it comes to what I invest my time into. On multiple occasions I have had to ask myself the question, “What really matters?” Right now I have a very short list with some very big items. Most common diversions such as television and listening to music while I drive have had to go by the wayside. (At least for the time being.) But that is only because I have within the system the ability to weigh each item and use the processing tools to set aside something for a future time knowing that it will still be there when I come back at a later date.

Built into the GTD system is a “weekly review” that allows me to take an objective look at all of my input and data, look at my schedule and calendar, as well as any current or future projects. This weekly discipline also provides an opportunity to see where much of my time is going and on what or whom is it being spent. It has become an exercise that I look forward to each Sunday evening.

Now, I will be the first to admit that just because I review and structure a plan around a trusted system that everything works out according to that plan. That is precisely what a weekly review is needed. Many weeks I come into my review time on Sunday feeling as if everything is a jumbled mess. However, the system is still in place and that structure serves as a stable platform to rebuild on for the upcoming week.

Why I Love GTD: Part 2

Living on Mission

One of the primary reasons that I have grown to love GTD is that it allows me organize my life in a manner that is both intentional and strategic. This in turn not only clears my mind but also allows me to focus my time and energy on the mission to which I have been called.

Experience has taught me that I have a tendency to be absent minded. I can’t begin to count the numerous times in the past that I offended someone or damaged a relationship solely because I didn’t have a system in place to help manage the large volume of “to-dos” that were coming in each day. That is a sad reality that I have to deal with.

Unfortunately, I learn had to learn the hard way that I needed something to effectively manage all of the “stuff” that was coming into my life everyday. My stuff could range from a simple request to pick up something for my wife or mail an important letter to replying to emails, scheduling meetings, questions about projects, deadlines, etc.

For me, there was nothing worse than running into an individual and as soon as you see their face you remember that you were supposed to call them to set up a lunch discussion last week. How do you explain to them that this meeting was important when they haven’t heard from you after you had promised to get back to give them a response in a timely manner? Unfortunately at that point, even the best of intentions fall short.

Mission must be intentional. Our natural bent is towards self and without honest and consistent refocusing of our desires and ambitions we will quickly turn inwards.

Each Sunday evening, I sit down to do my weekly review to look over all of my goals, projects, list of to dos, contacts, and potential project. Doing this allows me to be not only strategic with my time but also intentional in regards to living on mission. Each week I can do an honest evaluation of how exactly my time is spent and on what. I can see when I have begun to schedule all of my time around my own ambitions. I can clearly see when I have begun to neglect responsibilities with my family. I can look back and see when I last took an evening to talk with Rachel. I can also look ahead to our next evening and make conversation notes about important issues that are difficult to spend time on when we are trying to just keep our sanity each evening.

A while back I posted a short video of Ed Stetzer discussion the idea that mission is the opposite of self. Knowing that I have this natural tendency I have built into my weekly review and opportunity to honestly evaluate where my devotion lies. I have an opportunity each week to see whether or not my life is focused strategically upon the mission that God has called me to or if I have let that slip.

Sometimes it’s a harsh reality to face. No one likes to look back upon their week and realize how few of our precious moments have been spent on things with eternal value. However, looking at our shortcomings in the context of reviewing for the purpose of planning ahead affords us the opportunity to fall upon the cross of Christ as our source of forgiveness and lean upon the grace of God as we plan ahead and seek to give our very best for the sake of the gospel in kingdom building.

Assorted Variety: 08/18/2009


From the Crossway Blog:

Using the ESV API, Michael Scott has developed a handy tool to help you with scripture memorization. His website takes a list of references and automatically fetches the texts, formatting them into business card sized cards for easy printing.

(HT: Between Two Worlds)


New Podcast from Westminster Seminary California
Here is a brief description from the WSC website:

Season One of Office Hours introduces you to the faculty of WSC through personal, 30-minute interviews, discussing biblical and exegetical questions, historical and theological questions, pastoral matters, and Christian living.

Office Hours invites you to join the faculty in their offices for a discussion of issues that are important to you and the church.


Church Planters: Stop Wasting God’s Money
Bob Thune offers some wise words of caution to young church planters concerning the way money is spent on less-than-nessesary items. He asks some very important questions to aid in our evaluation of how we are stewarding God’s money:

If you had to shut things down, would you feel okay about how you’d spent the Lord’s money? Would any of your donors have reason to question your expenses as frivolous? Can you stand eye-to-eye with the family in your church who’s struggling financially and tell them with integrity that you’re spending only what’s necessary?


Two Kingdom Theology and Neo-Kupyerianism
Kevin DeYoung discusses some of the strengths and addresses some of the weakness of both Two Kingdom Theology and Neo-Kupyerianism.

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